Hallo2!

aloo

uhuk2x

lamak dah x update blog tok eyh

bz ilak aie

smpe lupak dah dirik ada blog

haha

hurm

selama x m'update menatang tok eyh

mcm2 jak bnda dah berlaku

mok tauk apa?

lak2 la cta mun da masa k?

hee

daa~

I'm hurt!

huhu

sedeh eyh

salu jak dip'mainkn owg

even kta dh syg nya bna2

xda nyakit ati nya

knak nya msh sanggup plh kta camtok?

Cry~

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Survey

The longest survey you'll ever fill out!

Starting time:
: 8.23 p.m
Name:
: jane.
taken:
: yup.
Shoe size:
: 6.
What are you wearing right now?
: shirt.
Where do you live?
: area sat0k.
Favorite Number/s:
: 8
Favorite Drinks
: h0t choco drink.
Favorite Months:
: december.
Favorite Breakfast:
: bread.
*******Have You Ever*******
Been on a plane:
: yup.
Been in a bath tub:
: yeahhh.
Fallen asleep in school:
: yup2. :)
Broken someone's heart:
: hell yeaahh.
Fell off your chair:
: ohh yaa.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call
: yup.
Saved e-mails:
: yaa.
*******What is********
What is the last thing you ate?
: pizza.
------Ever Had------
Chicken pox:
: yup.
Sore throat
: yaaa.
Stitches:
: noo.
Broken nose:
: nope.
.-----Do You-----------
Believe in love at first sight?
: haha!
.----------Who----------
: hilary.
----------Final Questions-------------
What are you listening to right now?
: silence.
What did you do today?
: zZz.
Hate someone in your family?
: big NO.
Diamond or pearl?
: pearl.
Are you the Eldest?
: nope.
Indoors or outdoors?
: indoors.
-------Today did you-----------
1. Talk to someone you love?
: ya. just now.
2. Kiss anyone?
: nope~
3. Get sick?
: nope.
4. Talked to an ex:
: nope.
5. Miss someone:
: yup2..
----------Last person who----------
6. You talked to on the phone?
: him.
---------Random--------------
21. Have a crush on someone:?
: yaaa.
22. What books are you reading right now?
: the half blood prince.
23. Best feeling in the world?
: happy. :)
24. Do you Sleep with stuffed animals?
: yup.
25. What's under your bed?
: nothing.
26. Favorite locations?
: room.
29. Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?
: nope.
32. Who do you really hate?
: none.
35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?
: yup!
36. You lonely right now?
: nooo.
37. What time is it now ?
: 9.11 p.m.

huh!

SORRY

I'M NOT UR PART-TIME LOVER

FUCK OFF!!!

GO 2 HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no title

Are memories sweet or painful?

God must be putting be to the test.

Slowly i'm beginning to understand wherever 'she' is,

memories of her are always with me.

I cant run away from them.

Nor can anybody take them away.

fLuUuUuUuUu!!!!!!!

Adowh2x

Salu jak knak flu eyh

Bila gik mok bait tok???????!!!!!

Angol tauk x!!

X ska38763x!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waa..i've been tagged!!

Seperti biasa, ada rules bila kita kena tag. Bah, rulesnya:


1. Each blogger must post these rules.

2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Bloggers that are tagged, need to write ten facts about themselves. You need to choose ten people to tag and list their names.
(My 10 Random Facts/ Habits)

My 10 Random Facts / Habits

1. Aku ska sms-ing! x kisah la ngn sapa2x pun. p nak, cgek jak la ku x ska. owg yg eply sms ku lmbt! ku duli pa nya bz kh pa. pa ku bz pat jwak eply cpt. haha~

2. Aku ska on9. salunya on ym, cek fs-tagged-facebook. x kra time ku bz kdak ne pun ku msti mok on9 jwk. xpat idup mun x on9!

3. Aku salu ggt lipz ku pun. ku xtauk jwk phl p ya la nang aku salu plh. smpei da some1 nego. "mok knak ggt leh kmk kah?" hahahaha~

4. Aku ska plh muka siyes! tp ya pd muka jak la pdhal lam ati b'bunga2x! hahaha! mun owg xknal aku msti pdh aku tok gaok / sombong. ya terpulang pd individu la mok menilai aku nak. heE~

5. Aku tok penjeles aih! especially ngn owg "t'syg" hehe~ wajib ya eyh!

6. Ska mkn pan tb. mun x da tb xpat mkn! ya nang bad habit! tiap2 ari dga owg tua ngeypak psl ya!

7. aaa..hp ku xleh xda kdit even xda msg or call sapa pn msti da kdit jwak. mun xda kdit xpat idup..heEE~

8. Aku x pandey call owg especially owg laki! even gerek dikpun pun aku xda call. ada pun jarang ey! pahal ow?

9. Hmm..aku xpat mun sehari x ngga *tuut* haa apa yaa..ngga nya lah..haha~

10. Aku x ska ngga owg yg kecoh2 x tntu psl dpn aku. mun ada ey asa nk ku trajang jak.

Dahh!
Xtauk mok tag sapa!
haha~

Miss U Dear :(

Nobody understands how much I miss U...

I miss how much we used to talk ...

& I miss all the things we used to do ...

I try not to admit to myself

That I still feel this way

Nobody knows that I still wake up

Thinking of u each day

I still think of u & I really do miss u

I would give up everything I have

To be everything we're not ...

I MISS U SO MUCH MR Z!!

LOVE?

Better lose a LOVER than love a LOSER!

WAARRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

so saaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddd~~~

i donno wats happening 2 me 2day..well i actually know wat happen but i'm not gonna talk bout it coz I might cry again~~thinking bout it now make me wanna cry...aiyoooo..

damn bcoz of dat game make me miserable today..but i'm not gonna blame anyone coz i know its my own decision..rite now i keep thinking whether my decision was correct or not..i can't afford 2 lose another fren..i know he may hate me 4 doing dat but its 4 my own good coz i don wan 2 become very attach 2 him..in the end i will be the 1 who get hurt...like now~~

so stupid of me 4 letting this thing overcome me..so the best thing 2 do is to laugh it off but it seems dat my system oso cannot operate perfectly today~~

I hv 2 let him go

i love him so much!!!!
but nw i hv 2 let him go n 4get bout him
my dad cant stop asking bout him
y???
is dat he so special???
huhh!
only 4 last time!!
he ever promised me he wont leave me n he will love me 4ever
but nw,he've change
i cant change him back like last time
he rather be with his new frens,new style,n maybe new girl..
nw my relationship with him is over..
he's happy 8 there but im sad 8 here!

Cinta vs Suka

di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang..
tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira..

di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga..
di depan orang yang kita suka musim itu cuma berangin sahaja..

jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku..
jikalau kita melihat mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum..

di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata..
di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja..

di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu..

di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar..

kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta..
tapi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka..

bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis..
bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan membuat dia gembira..

perasaan cinta bermula dari kata..
perasaan suka bermula dari telinga..

^jadi..jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka..umpama kita membuang telinga kita. .tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata..cinta berbuah menjadi airmata..setiap orang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka..^

1st January 2009!

after 7 days its over and dat day i met him. huu~
like a dream. i thought i will never met him again. *sigh.
just God knows how i miss him. i cant fall in love with other guys unless i already forget about him. it takes 84234231578978952231325689 days to forget him. how i wish to tell him now that i love him so much. ouh dear.. :'(
why you make me love you so much then you leave me alone..?
i know you want to be fair but what about me..?
do you ever know what i'm feel now..?
do you know how i love you so much..?
do you care..?
do you ever remember your promises..?
what else can i do than seeing you from far away..
in your blue shirt
you look smart than usual dear..
watching you from far make my tears falling down..

*wishing to hug you..*
*wishing to kiss you..*

wishing to be a story teller to you
and i know it can only be happen just in my dream..
my mind is only thinking about you..
then, my concentration to our study group was deprived..

:'(

New blog!

This is my new blog.

I bet that everyone talks to themselves whenever they are having thoughts that can't be said to anyone. The main reason why I started blogging is because I'm having trouble expressing my feelings.